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šOliverTheGayWriterš
Bored, gay, tired, yay.
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šOliverTheGayWriterš
Bored, gay, tired, yay.
Bored, gay, tired, yay.
Bored, gay, tired, yay.
The world that keeps on teaching lies.
Star crossed lovers, maybe spies.
Sweet nothings whispered, lullabies.
Love and hate, they seem to rhyme.
I read the words the authors wrote.
Stories that will fuel my hopes.
Enemies to lovers tropes.
Tying up my heart with ropes.
Teaching me that love is toxic.
God it makes me feel moronic.
What is love?
And whatās platonic?
If youāre the song, the...
āForever & always, yours.ā I said.
āForever and always, mine.ā You agreed.
And after all this time, you know,
Itās something I still mean.
You may have changed your mind. Broke your promise. Said you lied.
But Iām not a liar. And Iām not a cheat. And youāre the only one who can make my life complete.
So Iāll keep on trying.
Keep fighting for you.
While you keep on lying.
And acting like youār...
āStop.ā
Thatās what you said.
You meant āstop taking.ā
You meant āstop acting like this.ā
You meant āstop being this way.ā
āStop.ā
Thatās what you said.
But I heard āstop trying.ā
I heard āstop thinking.ā
I heard āstop breathing.ā
I heard āstop living.ā
I promised Iād do anything for you.
So if you donāt want me aroundā¦...
Iāll be your lover.
Iāll be your friend.
Iāll be your ally.
On which you can depend.
Iāll be your safe space.
Iāll be your home.
Iāll be your helper.
But donāt leave me alone.
Iāll be your comfort.
Iāll wipe off your tears.
Iāll make you feel better.
Iāll love you for years.
Iāll be what you need.
Iāll be who you want.
Iāll do what you ask.
Just donāt break my heart.
. . .
Iāll be whatever ...
You promised to love me.
You promised to say.
You swore not to leave me.
Where were you today?
You promised to text me.
You promised to call.
You swore youād talk to me.
Now we donāt talk at all.
You promised me āalways.ā
You promised āforever.ā
You swore we were āendgame.ā
Turns out we were never.
You promised and promised.
You swore on your heart.
You held me together.
Then you tore me apart...
Keep it in.
Take a breath.
The lights will dim.
Iāll think of death.
Let it out.
Truth be told.
I try to shout.
Try to be bold.
Keep it in.
Hold it down.
Sink or swim?
I choose to drown.
Let it out.
Let it be.
Whatās this about?
Is it on me?
Keep it in.
Iāll close my eyes.
Please hide your grin.
And keep your lies.
Let it out.
It wasnāt me.
Why do you doubt?
I cannot breathe.
Keep it in....
We met in biology class. 2 weeks after school started. I didnāt even notice you at first. Then my friend Lilly told me about the new Australian guy at school. She said he had long brown hair and he was in our first period. The next few days I watched. I listened to you talk and I thought you seemed cool. I really wanted to get to know you, but Iām not exactly known for my social skills. One day, I...