The sighs and roars of the rolling deep
Quiet the ones in my head
Who typically shout and growl and weep
Out of existential dread
The betrayal I feel at missing out
The fear of choosing wrong
When I feel that I have zero clout
‘Cause no one asked me to come along
But lying here on the cold hard sand
And listening to the crackling foam
The bubble and snap and the ocean’s roar
I feel li...
Promise me you won’t laugh at me
When I get the assignment wrong
They tell me this and tell me that
But I rarely join the throng.
The sorts of things I care about
The kinds of things I dream
Don’t fit inside a storyline:
I stitch a jagged seam.
I tie them all up at the end
Whether or not they rhyme
You’ll get no flash or style from me
Just what’s in my mind.
So when this app a tale dem...
It wasn’t if she stood up straight
Or if she could retaliate
It wasn’t if her eyes burned red
Or if she flashed her claws instead
It wasn’t if she didn’t cry
Or if she hated long goodbyes
It wasn’t being lithe of limb
Or fit and strong or quick and trim
It was that, deep inside her heart,
Where treasured things lay in the dark
Regardless of how her world turned:
She let an ember of hope...
Every day seems to be the same:
Smile, nod, squinch eyes, lift shoulders, wave goodbye, turn on heel, get in car
Let face fall
No more mask for a few minutes
A few precious minutes
Then in the front door
Sigh, agree, nod at the right time, say yum delicious, clear the plates, retreat to room
Let face fall
No more mask til morning
When the charade will start again....
One note. Plunk. A chord. Pla-la-lunk.
What is that song he’s playing on the radio?
No. Plunk. Pla-la-lunk.
Let’s do the second bar.
Plunk. Pla-la…no.. pla…
Did he pick up the banjo, is he playing along to—
NO.
Third bar. Third bar then go back.
Plunk. Pla-la-lunk. Pla-la-pla-la…
Did he say something about a tree?
STOP IT.
Plunk. Pla-la…
Neighbor kid is crying.
STOP.
Plunk.
Car is blast...
They say
We are hurtling
Down.
I still wake each morning
Put on my coffee
Read my paper
And sit at my window.
They say
We are hurtling
Down.
I still call to my neighbor
Walk to my car
Motor to work
And sit at my window.
They say
We are hurtling
Down.
I still drive home in darkness
Order in pizza
Turn on the tv
And sit at my window.
They say
We are hurtling
Down.
I still clean up ...