I love you too… Although, you never did.
Deep down i knew, about drugs severely hid.
I was an elementary kid. When my mom noticed drugs.
My brain read “Act stupid! ‘Cause you’ll soon find smoker’s lungs.”
Once the curtain uncovered, all “I love yous’ and goodbyes”.
Poor excuses that smothered thoughts of your best highs.
Drugs targeted another lover, I was a brand new bull’s eye.
Although, youre still my mother. I learned “i love you” is a fools lie…
Tick tock like eyes on the clock.
Except ive got not one clue, who is watching me walk.
I feel like a putrid carcass, inside a white line o’ chalk.
No matter which way i go, this search never stops.
Not even once my body completely  drops or rots.
Like someone who’s reading deeper into these plots…
In the heart of the city under neon lights.
Our paths crossed igniting endless nights.
Bright and warm inside of my soul.
I found the north to my south pole.
The love from your words,
burned the cold old curse.
My addiction had sparked, higher to a level now lifted.
Unlike broken cars parked, mindset on drugs had shifted.
