**_
_**I went to the eye doctor today.
Dissected more questions out of routine procedure.
Made familiar small talk with him about how school’s going and what I'm doing this summer.
Like I was the kind of girl who makes plans for nexts and afters.
Someone novel and vulgar,
stuffed full of fluffed polyester dreams.




I read the letter chart as if anything I've read has ever permeated my derogatory i...