crash! the bowl once in my hand now shattered on the floor whack! a fist pounds my face once more so small so weak so tall so bleak my blurry vision trails up your body and reaches your face so cold so dark as i looked into your eyes, i saw my future go up in flames so much anger so much pain so much hurt you can’t contain so you punish me instead but i can’t let you do this any longer i have to be released so in the dead of night while your fast asleep i’ll kiss your head once more i’ll run and not look back for i deserve a life of peace not being held captive by the person who i once called home.