TW: Bad language
waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting a simple yes or no please just answer my question
all i need is a one word answer
finally got it out of my system and typed out that paragraph to you
i’m really sorry that i even had the idea
but i’m curious what would you have said
my stomach drops my weight shifts into both of my feet and my legs wobble i’m terrified
don’t hate me
… … …
ding.
oh god
…
“well.. i guess it mostly depends.”
fuck.
(this says story starter but i’m just gonna write it as a poem.)
TW R4P3, S3XU4L 4SS4ULT, SU1C1D3
“I don’t know why. I just couldn’t help myself.”
those words are going to be forever branded into my skin.
so will your lustful touch that i so clearly said no to.
is it impossible to listen?
is it possible to resist the urge to do anything?
my pen sits in the same spot an ink spot accumulates on the lined paper soaking through and staining the wood of my desk as your touch stained my body.
as i write the last line, i drag my pen again.
“I don’t know why. I just couldn’t help myself.”
the last words of my note.
fold it up nicely, now.
don’t want to mess it up like everything else.
