She has had this dream since she was young. Its what shes always wanted; so does it hurt so much. The hurt came from within her soul and was eating away at her happiness everyday. Of course, she was still glad, that she had this chance and was being supported, but sometimes, when she felt too lonely to breathe, she wished someone would have held her back and told her that she shouldn`t do it. She knew that these thoughts were stupid. She probably would have regretted not taking this chance later in life. Still, it hurt so much right now. Maybe she should abandon everything and just go back home, her real home. Home was Nora place to her, but the people most dear to her, so being apart from them for such a long time was a nightmare come true. Whatever was she supposed to do now? Leave and once again be untied with her forever home and true happiness? Or should she stay and embrace the unknown, everything she ever dreamed of and maybe find a new kind of happiness special and dear to her?