It felt as I was in a dream and couldn’t wake up. The real question is, was it a dream or was this really happening. Had to even pinch myself to make sure this wasn’t a dream but it wasn’t. I was still standing there, right in front of James feeling as if I had unlocked some sense. Like a sense of feeling like I wasn’t numb anymore, that I could feel the love with him. So who was this James you sa...