Beyond the maps, where legends dwell, I ventured into the unknown. I seek a fate unfathomable, for mortals to know.
Not very special Just too scared to not go The legend is intriguing And a very curious thing
Who knows what lies ahead of me? The rocky shores of Galilee What brings me to this place A place of legend
The man which I seek walked these shores I seek the truth behind the book That tells of what he did
A book that spouts his word as law Hold dominion over souls But he was just a mortal man With a mortal soul
The legends dwell around me And give this place new life I find myself believing More than I ever have
It’s open again Not sure I can close it This time
Shit it’s not budging Everyone’s going to know I tried my best
I’m not as strong as I used to be I got to pull it closed
Damn it! Close! They can get in They can see everything
I’m not ready for this I need it to close He’s too close now
He’s going to see it all Close window close not ready yet not fully healed yet
He’s going to see He’s getting in Close window please It’s too soon for this
He’s in now Defenses down Everything’s out now
He knows Can see the trauma Damn window.
His normally perfectly tousled blonde locks were horribly disheveled with bits of leaves and twigs stuck amongst his curls. His once dexterous fingers, that could make a violin sing, were all broken and bloodied. His body was curled into the fetal position and he was wearing an antiquated blue dressing gown, that was now stained with his blood. It was clear that whatever had happened to Charlie that night had been eventful.
Walking through starlight. Dark and Crimson world  Light just beyond the Horizon Warm and welcoming Not ready To go there just yet Not ready to leave the fantastical things Dreams in light The waking world holds Too many fears and monsters there  Door creeks open Little voice calls, mom Her little hand shakes me Brings me into the waking world Her smiling face It’s the first thing I see Still not ready to be awake But it’s time to be mommy
You can’t be gone. I saw you this morning Breathing, laughing, smiling. I don’t believe it. I can’t, I refuse to. I’ll be better Do better Come back I can’t do this alone I can’t be without you Don’t know how to do this Without you I beg you please Come back. I hate that you are gone. I hate that you left You promised me Promised me you wouldn’t give up I hate you You promised me You left me
