JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️

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JustJamyyy

A hobby from the heart. Write what you feel as hard as you feel it; 🫀❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💔❤️

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He Knows Me

JustJamyyy

1 min read

My nose recalls the first breath bestowed,

A gift of life, from His hands it flowed.

Each inhalation a divine refrain,

A constant reminder of Jehovah’s reign.

My eyes reveal more than mere sight,

They pierce the veil, discerning what’s right.

Jehovah’s gaze is steadfast and true,

He sees my soul, in all I do.

My ears are attuned to a voice so mild,

In the quiet, He calls, like a father to His ch...

Poetry

The Lesson

JustJamyyy

1 min read

Falling for you

taught me how to fly—

for him.

And for that only,

I can thank you....

Poetry

Romance

Burn Me

JustJamyyy

1 min read

It’s the way he says my name,

When fresh anger’s left untamed,

And there’s fire in his eyes,

Holding back words I despise.

Dare I fight a little more?

Im angry too — but feel unsure.

Still I risk it, burn the guard,

I choose my words,

And bite back,

hard.

It’s dark in here; I feel air move.

I’m not afraid to hurt but—

lose?

He’s strong, I’m fast,

But not enough,

I feel the weight of too much lov...

Poetry

Romance

Without warning

JustJamyyy

1 min read

It was me.

I could stop time.

Those were the words that echoed through my mind as I reached for what I thought was the light switch.

Click. On.

Click. Off.

Click. Dance.

Click. Pause.

At the school disco, my classmates moved in rhythm—until they didn’t. The music surged through the air—until it vanished, as if it had never been.

I flicked the switch twice more.

On. They danced.

Off. They froz...

Romance

Fantasy

Always Been you.

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I must have loved him before,

somewhere.

My heart can only muse.

How else can I explain

the quiet knowing—

that although I did not love him yet,

I would soon—

forever.

I must have already felt it,

somehow.

But I didn’t listen.

How could I have known?

Alone for nine years,

until I finally saw _him_—

and everything about him

shone in Technicolor.

I just always knew

it would be him.

And now I b...

Poetry

Romance

Superficial

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I’m 31 now, almost 32.

I’ve started to wonder why I think the things I do,

I scrutinize my face and tear my body apart,

I rarely even think about true beauty in my heart,

I keep living in the past and hating on myself,

I obsess over those who do not serve my health,

I care about image and what people see,

The likes on my pictures are what define me.

I scroll and I scroll, and I hunger for more,

...

Poetry

She’s not here.

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I didn't want to see you,

Not like that, not so still,

Or feel your hands still growing cold,

No more to wipe the tears I spill,

I watched dad tell your babies,

I saw their hearts unfold.

The nightmare I had months before,

Is now my story told.

My plead was not to go home,

And witness what was left,

Your lipstick on the table,

The sofa where you slept.

I never even realised,

Each day you're ...

Poetry

Falling under

JustJamyyy

1 min read

I’m angry at the sadness stirring deep; yet unclear why,

I’m angry that I wake up in the morning just to cry.

I cannot count the hours spent deceiving all with smiles,

To fight the waves that pull me down, and drag me out for miles....

Poetry

Drama

You.

JustJamyyy

1 min read

There’s nothing in my life that could make me feel better,

Than knowing I have you here for now and forever.

~written after having a double sausage and egg mac muffin meal with the husband. We were both sad....

Poetry

Romance

Chokehold

JustJamyyy

1 min read

My feelings and thoughts,

Refuse to coalesce,

Like the tide for the moon,

I surge forth and regress.

My heart desperately pleas,

Like a wish on the wind,

As the mind fights back hard,

To fight fear and sin....

Poetry