I sat down quietly. expecting for him to never show up. That happened to often. But there he was standing by a plant almost knocking it over.I laughed anxiously. he looked at me cheerfully holding rose’s in his hands ‘my favorite’ I said as he walked up to the table ‘mine too’he whispered softly. I smiled joyfully I don’t know exactly why but it felt different he made me feel potentially happy I haven’t ever felt that before. He looked at me like I was his whole world .even though we don’t know each other it felt really really good to be looked at hopefully. We laughed till we cried and made jokes lovingly of course. And just like that 1 year later he is still with me and I’m beautifully blessed.❤️🥀

I open my eyes and look around. I realize you’re not here. I see people I don’t know and people I know by heart. They said you try to come, but you never try hard enough. Now that I think about it, you’re never here you’re never there. You’re never anywhere actually. Huh I really wanted you in my life but unfortunately your never here and never will be.

His eyes are blue or maybe green to be honest I don’t remember what I do remember is he his laugh or no his smile wait I don’t remember anything about him i…. But I know that he loved me that’s what he would say he said it was his favorite word LOVE. I might not remember his laugh or smile or eyes but I remember what he would look at I rember what he would laugh about and what made him smile.