Time as it fades Where will we go tonight
She needed you but you needed her feel good about yourself But I don't know why you’d want to be free Conversations get the best of both of you to see
In a place Where no one leaves alive I've been waiting for a real long time I can't wait to catch her when you’re way down, it's time to fade
With the dust and the haze Needy Scared to be alone She's here, had her way with me You used to hold her back now she's gone But you know she never loved you like she will love me
She’s always on my mind Another sleepless night I try to find a sign That you are near and here with me You never know the doubts I've had No, you never know the doubts I've had And now it's time we put those behind us She's here (she's here)
One happy pill, two in arms reach If we're in need, then we'll get through One and out for blood on the street I always blame it on that dirty street I'm just a number hooked to a needle Filled up with another man's pain
Love is such a comforting sound I hear it in the night Hope she didn't leave me here to dry I'm so glad that I have you Staring at the love in your eyes But this world is killing me with lies
It's a lie, it's just another lie Angina, capillaries burst Your hearts don't beat without my heroin Hooked on the needle all over your bones You get one to slow you, one to stop Sold your soul for the kick of the needle in a warm embrace of pain
Now I'm in hell I'm in the fire All my dreams seem dead to me
I can't stop this feeling anymore I can't shake this urge, yeah I'm feeling free
And I don't want to cry, oh no And all the people that I used to love now they're staring at me with hate in their eyes
I don't need the money that the world calls evil It's like I'm just not fake if I don't do wrong I am more than fluent with making counterfeit I'll never know how it feels to be wanted
Wicked, wicked, beautiful gorgeous Wicked, wicked, sensation We are the ghosts in the machine We are the outsiders We are life and death
Fading light through celluloid The illusion that we're here Rise above it Wicked rise above it all, (rise)
I want to be your savior (wicked) I know that I'll had myself there, (rise) Why must we pretend That we're not who we are There is no use in denying We know who we are We're all wicked, wicked, oh Wicked animals Can't believe I thought that you would feel the same as me But you're looking at yourself in a mirror and there is no mistake
My little f***ed-up virus Ran from you I'm a half of a man It's the perfect solution for everything else Never cared about anyone more than myself The only time I feel alive is when another man dies
I'm sick as hell but I'm feelin' fine In a lot of pain, but I can shake it off I've been high for hours All the things they put us through while they're tryna judge us I could tear myself apart in this race against time I don't wanna think just let the light take over me!
I’m on a rooftop looking for something to escape A place where I can disappear without a trace The acid lit buildings and the traffic screaching in my head Searching for an escape
Let me drift away I don't want to live this way I just want to let go We'll be looking at the stars above
All those fires will burn even brighter And I'm drifting away from you She was my lover in the autumn air We would watch the clouds ride high above
This ain't a sound to break your dreams This ain't a touch to chase away your ghosts This ain't your money I want back, this ain't the answer I don't want you still looking on
I'm gonna leave you heart all torn And now again, I'm looking in And now I see you and me I put all my feelings down on paper
I was so naive when I started out on you You said that it wasn't meant to be But how did you know?
Cause I never was an early riser Never leaving my bed before the shadows disappear I wake up and I'm feeling your presence so near You're just a little closer than me
But I live in a time where the earth is running out of time And we re spending our lives chasing the sun
We're flying to the horizon I think I'm too set in my ways Everything is just starting to feel like a promise and potential I guess these feelings have never passed I'm on their telling you the same
A clock and the time A single thing that gives both equal ground At the end of empathy But then again, love of both still exists
It's just looked at in different ways Loving you is expecting reality from you In exchange for my love I offer hope of anything I would trade my story for your life
Feeling your ecstasy I don't care who you are
If only there was time to let this go And my heart could stay the same I know you feel the same way about me
Do you really want to know What I expected From this fabric of my life
The sordid sprawl I know that I will be left at last To the form of an abandoned shell I only ever tried to break the chains
A clock and the time A single thing that gives both equal ground At the end of empathy
But then again, love of both still exists It's just looked at in different ways Loving you is expecting reality from you
In exchange for my love I offer hope of anything I would trade my story for your life
What I would end up trying to construe Was all nothing but true Anything I would feel Would happen like skin being peeled
In the next dimension I'm opening the door Into your house On this side of the line
You can't see nothin' outside The trees are up, but it's dead as a doornail There's nothin' to see till summertime Summertime? Yeah, you crazy
I decided to remain a nobody I consider myself not worthy To meditate on what doesn't exist
My hearts having trouble Like seasick siren to a corpse Combative from the start
It was that one day April 21st 2010 We all smoked with nothing to say Wishing it would happen again
12 years later Here I am ended up with a layer With myself growing each week I still wander and hope to seek Seeking that one long night
But everyone’s drifted away Best friend would soon die in April For a year I thought it was a long tale Delusional with the facts Getting high and nodding away
When will this all stop? I just want that one long night