listing thirteen reason why i want to cry its hard to stay dry as the colder seasons pass clock ticks on hopeful to increase the in touch connection between you and i you and and i share ptsd our attention deprived childhood we craved company reuniting with you and moving in i’d swear to agree to if i could we’d stay warm adapting to a cabin in the woods
real friends offer support of guidance advice like how a tool of fixing a damaged phone is rice trustworthy friends arent defined as snitches get snitches its foul to reveal your crushes as out of boundary curve ball pitches i encourage this behavior never again exposing snitches get stitches friends
I imagine connected these words together a raven sitting on a hollow tree begging people walking by for worms to feed himself to enter the haunted hay ride The person passing by the crow responds by offering a fake gummy worm in effort to satisfy the bird he is guilible so he doesn't acknowlege its not what he expected on this halloween night
sonder: the realization that each stranger who drives pass you on the street or crossing a sidewalk experiences a life as vivid and complex is an observant way to perceive things is defined as sonder the time this emotion i related with was encountering a homeless person and pitying them because you’re more fortunate for the things you’re provided for free the tasks you have to responsible for is filling up your own gas, affording your own food to buy, and impressing your boss at your job puts pressure of you to be perfect and unflawed lending money to live performances of instruments in nyc providing donations sharing coins because it can financially assist them in supporting themselves being generous to others is a rewarding deed to feel proud of you made a difference in someone’s life who was in desperate need
serendipity finding something good without looking for it defines this watching bees pollinate honey teaches you to respect nature by watering plants daily so it nourishes because they’re in charge of supplying the honey sold in stores that can only be distributed with visiting each flower acknowledging this can make you realize the significance provided by the behavior in bees
brontide the low rumble of distinct thunder defines how its normal to express your emotions on don’t feel ashamed of being excited about something that someone else doesn’t match your energy or thinks you’re over exaggerating even the weather expresses it its mood through rumbling sounds and people react by holding umbrellas to shield themselves it continues to announce how it feels loudly transitioning from quiet to noisy
balter defines by proving to dance without skill but still demonstrates confidence this implies that even if you’re not an expert at a skill practice makes perfect attempting it is what counts you will advance in your training with more experience if you have faith and patience
serein defines the light amount of rain falling from the sky also translates to drizzling anticipation of a rainstorm this implies that believing in the positive increases the chance of it being reality such as your lover gaining courage to confess their feelings in return and relief communiting only skinny love expressed through text or reuniting with family saving up your money for the plane trip or receiving a score you hoped for with your hard work paying off represents this sight of anticipating
hireath defines as homesick to a home you cant return to but still desiring it this could revisit the feeling of having a sleepover and missing the backyard you jumped on their trampoline with or staying the night at your relatives house and them meeting your expectations tasting their cooking skills offering you their food that was authentic cuisine you want to relive or finding comfort in a singer’s home i link this feeling to conan gray because he always hung up polaroids reminding me of the nostalgic feeling taking photobooth pictures with my friends it was thoughtful he displayed them on his wall it clearly admitted he cared about his friends he also participated in an art contest which brings me to my next word described
aesthete the beauty of art or nature that causes a sentimental mood to affect you
the way art can affect your mood is influential because warm colors welcome a joyful feeling of viewing a bright sunrise and in contact with it on your skin the colors of cool demonstrated on the color wheel suggest a emotion mood portrayed by the blue color you can visualize a gloomy sky hearing thunderstorms rumbling
metanoia is my last word i’ll be defining this is the process of changing your point of view way of thinking mindset such as rehearsing positive affirmations to yourself to boost your confidence every day complimenting yourself keeping in mind that being generous of gifting people and putting others first and acknowledging quantity of a present matters more than quality is crucial for being awarded eternal life by God proving that you spread kindness just as he showed us sacrificing himself for our mistakes to be forgiven and purified Amen
sweet sixteens represent evolving into a adolescent queen thankful for friends a shoulder to lean on the older i get thank people who throw sweet sixteens as surprising as an on april fool prank reminiscing my old team cheer banquets was cool i rank sweet sixteens represent deciding the future you’re in control to invent
I planned to visit the library to expand my knowledge of my future career veterinarian since the beginning of the year. It would help me gain more training for the real practices. Researching the anatomy of animals and evolution of their domestication is what I was investigating for. Since I haven’t earned my license yet I walked there from school one afternoon. It was my first time visiting so that increased my curiosity. This wasn’t a ordinary library when i first entered. It was dark with only lanterns that illuminated the space. The librarian appeared the be asleep on her break but the security cameras were turned on. This filled me with many questions I assumed she was cursed to fall asleep on purpose. I decided to check the security cameras quietly to hopefully not be overheard in the library creating noise tiptoeing. I looked at the activity earlier that day and I spotted the fairygodmother from cinderella transforming fashion books in magazines to life to award cinderella when she requests it. “This is big news i must not share with anyone so I don’t get caught”, I told my friend Conan. “Accompany me at this library and i’ll solve any confusion fast,” I ordered to him hanging up. He arrived in his car and I unlocked the door so he can enter. “Come check out this revealing security camera at the front desk!” I urged to him. “How do you believe this mysterious space is safe if its unmonitored by adult supervision” I showed him the footage proving fairy godmother depended on here to test out if her magic works. “Wow that’s unbelievable! That means we can purchase any book we decide not getting caught” Conan exclaimed “Lets investigate together!” I toured the shelves to familiarize myself with where the genres are promoted. Conan and I split up to explore different books. I searched in the animal science to gain experience on how to properly groom pets to prevent important mosquito bites. During the summer it informs they are at a higher chance prone to being affected. That sounds similar to allergies being common in summertime affecting people. I refreshed my memory on the treatment of zoo compared to pet pageant animals. Zoo animals are instructed to perform tricks balancing a ball and jumping through a fire hoop they’re expected to behave. My interest more involves dealing with cutting animal hair and dressing them up in preparation for a pageant. Styling them with accessories I call so adorable. Placing a bow tie on boy dogs and a bow clip on girls is how to determine their gender. I searched in the section that taught me how to sow dog fashion correctly to gain knowledge. Their collar is a important piece of their outfit showing their identify to not mixed up your patient I consumed information on what fashion patterns to incorporate together are intended for girl and boy dog pajamas Its simpler to create pajamas dedicated to dogs compared to humans because they’re smaller size. I took the book off the shelf and i was captivated to test out these practice designs in contact with my sowing machine. Dog tutu are so adorable to create as a girl dog accessory because the texture is so fluffy. I walked over to conan trying to guess what he was viewing. He was very interested in the animal family books showing how parent animals raise their young until their released in the real world. He really liked examining the interaction between male and females and how they attracted their attention of peacocks bragging their bright feathers. “Did you know monkeys peel a banana backwards very fascinating fact” I informed him “I’m ready to check out these books, how do animals experience a better love life than me they’re so lucky” he replied acknowledging “Don’t worry theres many fish in the sea who’d be lucky to start a future together, such as me” I replied “You have a crush on me?” he questioned “I’ve always wanted to admit this but same” he confessed “Thats a relief we shouldn’t rush a relationship I recommend getting to know you better” I reminded him “I agree we’ll always stay close best friends I guarantee you until then” We ran out the door carrying the books turning off the security camera so we’re not confronted. Conan followed me to his car parked on the curb underneath a streetlight when I walked in. This town is full of surprises. Out of nowhere as we were sitting in the car examining our books relieved we weren’t. I spotted something exiting the sewer. I nudged conan to focus his attention to it. “It appears to be cinderella visiting new york for her wedding ceremony!” I yelled to him. “This day is revealing adventures every second lets go greet her” She was lifted out of the sewer climbing a ladder entering real world leaving the fairytail lift. I walked out the car in a rush to view her dress and Conan followed. Her assigned fairy godmother walked out behind her going to grant her dress request demands. I gasped as her dress tranformed from a plain apron when she worked at the nearest bakery serving the customers to a flowing dress with a veil embroidered revealing the glowing butterflies. Her dress was gorgeous dragging to the ground. I ran up her” Cinderella may I volunteer to lift your dress walking down the isle and attend as your bridesmaid? My friend can contribute as the bridesman he enjoys dressing formal. “All are welcome to my special event and I chose you guys to assist and promote the ceremony with flyers around town with me driving in this carriage. Cinderella answered. My friend and I hopped in and sat across from the beautiful princess I glanced at in disbelief i was living a real life fairytale. We hung up poster flyers advertising it around town to attract people to attend. Our petitions were signed by the end of the day as planned. It was getting late reminding Cinderella to return home before midnight when this will all fade away. We hurried up the castle steps and the fairy godmother stopped to design my outfit. I watched as my hair was styled in a ponytail tied with a butterfly clip and my dress was constructed with an embroidered butterfly displayed on the dress top matching the orange and black color pallete of a butterfly orange and black. Conans outfit was designed as a white tuxedo matching cinderella’s glowing pale white dress. Our shoes were matching doc martens covered by our dress because i think they complimented our favorite brand of shoe. We followed the fairy godmother to the venue. I rated it ten stars it was very well organized and the lights for the dance set the mood as romantic. The tables contained fireflies placed in a jar replacing candlelight because it was a summer night when fireflies are visible. The person on the loud speaker announced it was time to watch the bride and the groom dance. Charming bowed greeting her and cinderella curtsied. Photograph sound started playing matching the romantic mood they voted to portray. Cinderella waltz with him and he danced very smoothly being careful not to step on her dress. They dipped each other at the end of the performance. Fast forward to reciting their vow exchange. The priest ordered everyone to take a seat and pay attention. "Do you take cinderella to be your lawfully wedded wife in sickness and in health Charming?" I do He repeated the same with cinderella To everyone's surprise her response she objected different," "I admit my feelings for my coachman that drove me here today. " she confessed hesistantly. Everyone started whispering reaction shocked. The coach man Edward stood up and responded. "I can't believe you relate to my feeling towards you I hope to remain human form after our kiss. "I object too!" Conan responded to the priest Cinderella and the prince turned in our direction. He began making a scene kneeling on one knee proposing, "Jasmin, Do you accept my ring I share to you" He questioned Of course our true love is fate!! I replied He slid the ring on my finger and I jumped in to embrace. We kissed at the same time coachman and cinderella committed to a relationship. With a little bit of faith and pixie dust dreams do come true this proves this statement. Prince charming walked up to Cinderella and Edward holding hands. I'm happy for you guys I pray for a blessed future with you guys, thank you edward for teaching cinderella how to correctly sow dresses you inspired her passion for practicing this. The clock stricked midnight and the carriage and other coachman turned back in the original form and the new weds drove off in their getaway car planning their honeymoon. "Speak now or hold your peace you really demonstrated tonight Conan and I'm proud of you." I commented. He smiled in agreement and kissed my cheek. "Gaining the courage to admit it wasn't easy but spending a future with you I predict as worth it. Call me a telepath" The end :) We took the cake to go and shared it in the car feeding each other
experiencing a fair in monrovia he causes my inspiration to overcome height phobia if he agrees me to wear his shawl in this cold wind sitting by my side i’ll enter this ride thats tall mixed feelings fill me with fear quick as a flammable fire standing in line waiting here the ramble noise drowns out fixes my doubt you guided my belief taking risks expresses a brave route is crucial as a hibernating bear living in a cave to accept yourself coming out
Scanning the aquarium room, I saw the schools of fish following each other. The coral could be described as a vibrant bright color swaying with the motion of the waves. The first place I was tempted to interact with was the touch pool. Touching the stingrays I associate with as a tradition on my every visit. Placing my hand in the tank I came into contact with the texture of the stingrays, they felt as soft as a blanket touching them. I label them as moving blankets that are living as a joke. As the touch pool began getting more crowded I decided to walk to the aquarium. What caught my eye when I reacted with a gasp was a merman waving to me on the other side of the tank. His smile was welcoming and kind motioning me to watch his performance as he explores. He swans toward the top and did a back flip to engage the viewers splashing his tail. Our hands aligned touching the glass comparing hand sizes. His hand size appeared to be larger than mine I noticed. I realized how much effort it takes to win normally holding a prosthetic cast molded of a tail weight on his legs. I admire him for that. He gestured to me the call me to sign urging me to call him later after his work shift. I accepted this offer in hopes to not be single and is accompanied by a partner to share everything with. He tapped my shoulder to my surprise I turned around and I recognized the face I just encountered."Its such a pleasure to meet you that was so impressive you performed this show and brave to participate in swimming in a tank." "I'm so glad you liked it, would you care to join me for dinner this evening after my work shift ends?, he insisted" "That sounds tempting deal I'll set a reminder to meet up this isn't too fast." "I', I replied. He leaned in for a hug and I could really tell this was going to be a memorable offer. I hugged him back." I'm unaware of your name, can you remind me?" questioned." "Josh, I volunteer to earn more credits for college depending on this career as my side job, " he replied. "My name is Jasmin it's a coincidence both our names start with J and that is so fascinating to learn, I exclaimed. "Text me when you're ready to be picked up I'll be waiting at your door Jasmin", he informed. "I'll keep you updated you're so thoughtful for inviting me, "I exclaimed, passing him a note in my pocket showing my number." I waved by to him smiling. I'm anticipating this invite to benihanna its my favorite to watch the cook perform a live show of heating up the ingredients I find so interesting. I booked our tickets in advance. As I was driving home I came into realization that the LA country fair was nearby sparked my interest to visit. I can discuss that on my planned dinner date I ensured to myself hopefully he wont mind I accompany friends to follow. I got ready and was stuck on planning out a dress. I picked out a blue dress from my drawer flaunting sequins to resemble the shine produced by the sunlight reflecting off of the ocean waves I met Joshua working at the aquarium to reconnect that memory. My phone buzzed as soon as I slid on my starfish sandals. It was coming from joshua, telling me hes arriving soon and to stay alert for the sound of his car pulling up. My starfish sandals was a reference to our bond to our aquarium interest. I was hoping he would comment a positive compliment on them. I heard the honk of his car and it was my cue to enter his car. “So glad I could keep you company Joshua!” I greeted him. “You look stunning I can’t wait to order food with you, i’m curious if we can connect to each other’s goals!” he exclaimed. “I relate, I’ve booked our reservations and I predict we’ll arrive when expected’” “Awesome, I’ll using my gps to assist me on directions its my first visit’” he answered “The food is delicious and the shows demonstrated are so impressive I promise “ I reminded him As we approached our destination I was flattered josh held the door open behaving such a gentleman. The waiter assigned to us instructed where to sit and to follow him to our table. Face to face with out table someone sitting down looked very familiar. To my surprised I was in contact with my best friend conan!! We drifted after college but still I remain close to him. We both grew up single and bonded over that similarity. He recognized me and gasped. “Conan long time no see!! I yelled “We reunite again this is a huge coincidence”he replied he reacted as shocked as me I would be so glad if we could stay in touch “Oh joshua i’m familar with conan he attended my college to introduce our connection “ I informed him “Pleasure to meet you!” he replied exchanging waves “I’m looking forward to this entertaining cooking show joining you” The onion that the chef was preparing was going to be incorporated into my chicken fried rice identified as the seasoning. It was surprising he showed it being stacked up in a volcano pile following tradition. As I was being served food I decided it was the perfect time to offer to drive my two guy friends to visit the nearby county fair to celebrate the building of strong friendships. “Guys you should join me visiting the nearby fair it’ll be fun being awarded prizes’” “That sounds exciting I vote yes, but did you purchase tickets?” replied Conan “She negotiated a deal with her friend who works at the fair to share tickets” reminded Joshua I agree to go” “I also will come along” replied Conan “Great I just have to receive the confirmation our tickets are verified to enter, we’ll drive there after dinner” I ensured them Conan and I talked the most of the dinner about how his singing career has launched new opportunities and if he’s prepared for the future. “Joshua lets fold our activity sheet chef hats to mimic a real chef hat to wear” I recommend him. We laughed at how cool we looked Once i was full eating the food We scooted out of our chairs and headed out. We hopped in the car and turned on our favorite upbeat pop station to uplift our moods. “You can count on me to not get lost I’m aware of where to drive without gps assistance” I expressed “Lets make sure to return back to our car before they close or else they’re going to confront us” Conan announced “Thats smart you’re right” Josh answered After the security check approval I entered the park was filled with bright lights visible in the dark produced by the ferris wheel “Conan lets get our face painted matching pumpkins”I suggested “Okay but only half of my face they’re allowed to paint” After we bonded over that Joshua and I played the water squirting game switching turns engaging in activities with them. I won the title of being the fastest aimer. “Good job we scored a tie I’m convinced” we both clapped at what skills we proved . I ran over to conan begging him to input coins because i really was hoping to keep one of the narwhals with its horn resembling an icecream cone. “I’ll attempt to earn it for you, Jassy” I was concentrating on if he had the chance of grabbing the correct one. When the narwhal dropped out I squealed expressing my excitement i was unable to contain. I hugged him as my response “You aimed perfectly navigating the joystick controller!!” I exclaimed He clapped my hand in relief. “That was a better outcome than I expected no problem!” Conan answered I admired my narwhal with delight. I scanned the room like i acquired the ability to spot far things using night vision to find Joshua. I detected he was standing at the cotton candy station waiting to receive it. “Joshua!! Look at this narwhal containing a horn also but representing icecream conan won me” He wasn’t paying attention so I leaned in for a kiss to spark his attention with my other friend. He witnessed it and didn’t mind because he intended us to just be friends and was hoping for conan and my relationship to grow stronger I assume. “Wow that was perfect timing you planned my first kiss underneath the fireworks being showed” he smiled.
This was a better than expected double date I commented in a whisper to myself under my foggy cold breath reflecting on this successful experience.