Opposite of reality, I love in a dream

A harsh nightmare I created, my own deadly scheme

I spun this web for myself only to leave my mind in the Attic alone

Dusty and old, it grown ever more cold

And I am alone

Capture the light and bring it back to me

I can hardly breathe

I need

Anything and everything, yet I still choose to dream

Lost in an endless cycle of what I haven’t been

Or what I should ...