Full of anxiety, drowning in doubt,

Depression whispers and I can’t tune it out.

Obsessions looping, no way to break free,

So I light up again, it’s the only relief.

For a moment, the silence feels kind,

A stillness that quiets my frantic mind.

But it never lasts, the calm always fades,

And anxiety creeps through the cracks I’ve made.

Weed used to help, now it just drains me,

Wallowing in miser...

I thought you loved me, but it was all a lie.

I don’t know what changed in that short span of time—what made you no longer mine.

My heart is forever heavy,

no matter how much time passes us by.

I left a piece of me there I’ll never find.

You moved on so fast, I still can’t understand.

Maybe one day we’ll meet again,

where the sun rises early and sets late at night....