If You were to see this It’ll probably explain how I felt In a time that shouldn’t matter anymore You should’ve been someone who doesn’t matter Yet timing says otherwise when you find a way Back into my mind Like you didn’t leave my heart in pieces Pilled too high for me to get over melancholic waters you taught me to swim Thankful to be alive Held together slowly with space and time The absence is still keenly felt But now the gaps can be refilled

Pulling myself out And into another moment Another place you would be Songs you would sing Movies you would like Art so much fucking art Created and consumed all without your critic You did not die You were done Done being being a mother Done being a daughter Cravings to be something lighter Less painful I wished to lay with you Cold calm wrapped in stillness But i am not done You remind me everyday That i am still your daughter And you are forever my mother Always right Always on my side

Clip slip from life Color drains Scent fades Soft touches Turn ash Here then not Fullness left empty Clipped

You can turn this dust Into diamonds Shape marble With the stones you carry One By one Time after time They will awe At how you made Something out of nothing

Page of pentacles

Mmmmmmmh did you Did you know I got a thing for You Should know better than to I only have eyes for you Sing it please Sing it again Red sun wine I poured Sweet potion to my lips I number my thoughts Swallowing in my throat Swells my heart When I think of you Swells my heart

Candles find flames You find me Go run Now hide Locked away is my heart For the safest protection Door shut tightly Might the monsters come

Warm sun Sweet kisses Sand coated skin

Humming Not just from birds But from my heart Nestle me here Under creamy magnolia trees Wrap the sky in pearl blue Leaving only feather soft silk ribbon clouds Curving my lips into a beam Trying my best to mirror the sun

Here it comes Nice and slow This returned feeling I’d thought I’d never know It comes and goes It’s face hardly shows Yet deep in my heart Love continues to grow

So stop I can not Even when I may want to the most This revival is too vital Too close to let go

Crows croaked a cacophony over the crowd Little did they know Little did they know They hide ballads tucked deep into their hearts Knowing they'll never be joined in song Only mockery