I Could have fly,Jump or squat Due to reasons not clear to me Now I didn’t…I swore I could have Been something as large as life Or close to….I have the believe Whilst Lacking the faith,No matter What I do i know from the depth Of the vortex of the universe that If I had stay committed to whatever Decision I made I would have been celebrated Like the first light of day everyday Now I see in the end,we only regret The chances we didn’t take or Could have.
All I see is Darkness,Dank Dark Earth smelling Darkness,Never knew how far from the new world I am..though I’ve been walking and working it out in my mind…Out of nowhere I could see light from the corner of my eye…is this flashes in my eye I used to have coz of glaucoma or this is the real sunshine light refracting and reflecting to fight off the enveloping darkness at the other edge opposite where I am right now….I’ve failed n learned….Steps I take took me closer to the light until I could feel the outside world before I see it…LIVE…….This is my awakening and failure are the steps that got me here…Don’t give up!
I can’t stand the cold,she awash me and dull my senses to the tip of my already Frozen fingers . But in you I see a new light,see I’m a cursed human….cursed to have a frozen heart frozen in place that no heat can do no harm but in you I see a warmth,I smell warmth and hope…you love me so fiercely that I burned;now,you’ll only be left with ashes…in moment like this I feel alive though ashame for I take the last of your light to feel the sunshine again albeit it never last it always never last…I can feel the icy grip aiming for my heart it eternal home…oh I’m cursed but you give me nothing but hope.
