I’ve breathed to much of the 2nd hand smoke from the world around me I’ve breathed in to poison but no not a potion that makes everything beautiful and joyful no a poison that took away my motivation takes always my hope,my smile,my laugh,my joy.

The poison I breathed in formed me the way I am I am scared,im numb,now instead of breathing in the poison I allow other things to my lungs that tak...

Why.

Come back

I’ll be better Mabey if I knew

You would still be here

But Mabey it was my fault

I knew you where hurting

Mabey if I knew how to help you..

you would still be here it’s been 7 years

it still feels like it was yesterday you slept over

jumping on the trampoline doing tricks we thought we actually did

the memory’s I have with you are clear as day like I’m..

I’m living it...

I’ll never be able to look in your eyes again the eyes I seen a future in,the future I seen you in I always thought that we would be able to achieve that goal together,now I understand why falling in love young is dangerous as I past by you there’s a heavy feeling in my chest,when I look in your eyes I saw my future go up in flames like day we said our last good byes....

I give up,give up on love “finding the one”I give up on satisfying everyone’s need I give up on putting a smile on every else’s face before I consider about myself..I give up on the old me....