My lonely heart stirs. It’s been dormant for ages. My book opens up. You fill up the the blank pages.

Dense darkness within me Parts like the Red Sea. You radiate light That now glows inside me.

The vision is clear That burns in your eyes. A divine connection. Forever soul ties.

No other compares. Only you hold the key. My spirit’s awakened By love’s energy.

Earthquakes no longer feel So foreign to my body. Shockwaves course through my veins When you whisper my name. A love so powerful. Shaking up my beliefs. Walls crumbling at my feet. Your fiery gaze Stirring up my soul. My heart erupting. Losing all control. Darkness shatters. Light cascades in. Eternally in your arms As the next quake begins.

Open skies beckon in something broader, Something greater. The renewal of the mind. The healing of the soul. The graceful transition of a woman scarred, To the beauty of a woman made whole.

I look into your eyes And see emptiness Where love used to be. What happened to the affection You used to have for me? Your arms that held me tight; Have now set me free. Your heart was burning with desire; Now you don’t crave me. I don’t know what to do With our vacant live connection. The agony is too much to bear In this season of rejection.

We seen picture perfect. One might look at us and think, “Goals.” But in reality, We are two tortured souls Striving in the ruins. Trying to rebuild a foundation On broken promises And shattered trust. Treading through the landfill Searching for love lost. Thinking we must stay together, But at what cost?

Negative thoughts have me bound. Dangling me over a cesspool Of regrets and insecurities. The stench of self-loathing Fills my nostrils As I’m slowly submerged. Trying my best to stay afloat. To breathe. To live. Defeat swells in my lungs. I’m so tired. My damaged mind won’t set me free.

You said you loved me. Promised I’d be safe in your arms. I settled there While you held me close. I was blinded. Didn’t see the reflection of her In your eyes. Didn’t realize I was sharing your heart. Finally aware of what I never knew From the start I can’t do this. I won’t do this. Never again.

Beautiful, Radiating aura Penetrating me with light.

Uplifting, Eternally soaring High into the heavens we take flight.

Evermore, Divinely connected Destiny reached in the golden night.

You never asked, But I’m not okay. I’m disappointed and tired. You must be wired To lie and cheat. I keep pretending; Hoping things will change. Our love breaking Through the concrete, But my heart’s breaking instead. Holding onto love Gone and dead. You wonder how I could feel this way. Still you never ask, But okay.

The way you lie Is so remarkable. I almost believe you, Until I look into your eyes. Deception flourishing. Brittle grass beneath my feet. Stumbling through the weeds To find the truth, But it was never there.