My lonely heart stirs.

It’s been dormant for ages.

My book opens up.

You fill up the the blank pages.

Dense darkness within me

Parts like the Red Sea.

You radiate light

That now glows inside me.

The vision is clear

That burns in your eyes.

A divine connection.

Forever soul ties.

No other compares.

Only you hold the key.

My spirit’s awakened

By love’s energy....

Earthquakes no longer feel

So foreign to my body.

Shockwaves course through my veins

When you whisper my name.

A love so powerful.

Shaking up my beliefs.

Walls crumbling at my feet.

Your fiery gaze

Stirring up my soul.

My heart erupting.

Losing all control.

Darkness shatters.

Light cascades in.

Eternally in your arms

As the next quake begins....

Open skies beckon in something broader,

Something greater.

The renewal of the mind.

The healing of the soul.

The graceful transition of a woman scarred,

To the beauty of a woman made whole....

I look into your eyes

And see emptiness

Where love used to be.

What happened to the affection

You used to have for me?

Your arms that held me tight;

Have now set me free.

Your heart was burning with desire;

Now you don’t crave me.

I don’t know what to do

With our vacant live connection.

The agony is too much to bear

In this season of rejection....

We seen picture perfect.

One might look at us and think,

“Goals.”

But in reality,

We are two tortured souls

Striving in the ruins.

Trying to rebuild a foundation

On broken promises

And shattered trust.

Treading through the landfill

Searching for love lost.

Thinking we must stay together,

But at what cost?...

Negative thoughts have me bound.

Dangling me over a cesspool

Of regrets and insecurities.

The stench of self-loathing

Fills my nostrils

As I’m slowly submerged.

Trying my best to stay afloat.

To breathe.

To live.

Defeat swells in my lungs.

I’m so tired.

My damaged mind won’t set me free....

You said you loved me.

Promised I’d be safe in your arms.

I settled there

While you held me close.

I was blinded.

Didn’t see the reflection of her

In your eyes.

Didn’t realize I was sharing your heart.

Finally aware of what I never knew

From the start

I can’t do this.

I won’t do this.

Never again....

Beautiful,

Radiating aura

Penetrating me with light.

Uplifting,

Eternally soaring

High into the heavens we take flight.

Evermore,

Divinely connected

Destiny reached in the golden night....

You never asked,

But I’m not okay.

I’m disappointed and tired.

You must be wired

To lie and cheat.

I keep pretending;

Hoping things will change.

Our love breaking

Through the concrete,

But my heart’s breaking instead.

Holding onto love

Gone and dead.

You wonder how

I could feel this way.

Still you never ask,

But okay....

The way you lie

Is so remarkable.

I almost believe you,

Until I look into your eyes.

Deception flourishing.

Brittle grass beneath my feet.

Stumbling through the weeds

To find the truth,

But it was never there....