My lonely heart stirs.
It’s been dormant for ages.
My book opens up.
You fill up the the blank pages.
Dense darkness within me
Parts like the Red Sea.
You radiate light
That now glows inside me.
The vision is clear
That burns in your eyes.
A divine connection.
Forever soul ties.
No other compares.
Only you hold the key.
My spirit’s awakened
By love’s energy....
Earthquakes no longer feel
So foreign to my body.
Shockwaves course through my veins
When you whisper my name.
A love so powerful.
Shaking up my beliefs.
Walls crumbling at my feet.
Your fiery gaze
Stirring up my soul.
My heart erupting.
Losing all control.
Darkness shatters.
Light cascades in.
Eternally in your arms
As the next quake begins....
I look into your eyes
And see emptiness
Where love used to be.
What happened to the affection
You used to have for me?
Your arms that held me tight;
Have now set me free.
Your heart was burning with desire;
Now you don’t crave me.
I don’t know what to do
With our vacant live connection.
The agony is too much to bear
In this season of rejection....
We seen picture perfect.
One might look at us and think,
“Goals.”
But in reality,
We are two tortured souls
Striving in the ruins.
Trying to rebuild a foundation
On broken promises
And shattered trust.
Treading through the landfill
Searching for love lost.
Thinking we must stay together,
But at what cost?...
You said you loved me.
Promised I’d be safe in your arms.
I settled there
While you held me close.
I was blinded.
Didn’t see the reflection of her
In your eyes.
Didn’t realize I was sharing your heart.
Finally aware of what I never knew
From the start
I can’t do this.
I won’t do this.
Never again....
You never asked,
But I’m not okay.
I’m disappointed and tired.
You must be wired
To lie and cheat.
I keep pretending;
Hoping things will change.
Our love breaking
Through the concrete,
But my heart’s breaking instead.
Holding onto love
Gone and dead.
You wonder how
I could feel this way.
Still you never ask,
But okay....
