I nervously laughed, standing at the podium that faced hundreds of people. I don't know who I'm supposed to be, but these wrinkles tell me I'm not me. I want to be home, binging Riverdale or something meaningless like that. I don't live a philosopher’s life, that's for sure, so what am I going to tell these people? That I’m a twenty-year-old student in her third year of college? Or maybe that I ha...