**it's been four years and i don't know how to say the word ' rape '**

it's like the game i used to play circa . 09' . back of the playground, kids surrounding us to hide. the girl in the bubblegum skirt would slap my hands and i'd try not to cry. my face burning red hot as i sat there, her voice sticking onto my blonde tenth tooth memories. ' don't let them see you hurt . '

your tongue and my ...