Awaken by a ringtone that belonged to only one person, it couldn’t be. Nearly a month had passed since her death.

I look over at the caller ID, just as I thought it read “ Rixhie”. I answered, slowly bringing the phone to my ear, “Meek” whispered the voice on the other end. I was silent....

The ocean was deep red clay and the sky an angry grey as the waves rippled graciously along side the sail boat. The winds roared in the distance causing the sails to sound like thunder....

And I say to myself If I knew then what I knew now, there would still be an us.

Even to day this day it’s like the whole world against me , you the one I trust.

With you, I never had to pretend to be anything or anyone but myself.

Instead I let my pride take over , held back some words and put our love on the shelf.

It’s always been you, It’s always been you.

They say who knows you better than you...

You walked into my life with no time span

We bonded of the muscle , that was Gods plan.

So many words left unsaid, so many things left undone It’s hurts to know we’ll never get the chance.

White girl got bars yea sis you forever stamped that

Because of your determination sis They’ll never forget that....

She wanted to be my model. Every time I glimpse through the lenses, she’d strike a different pose. Yes, she wanted me to capture her in her natural element....