watching the tearful eyes of those who’ve lost love,

watching you as you mourn the hair you cut,

walking the path of a dying soldier,

while you still look up to the sky dreaming of better days,

I can hear all the glory I have prayed for,

and I can remember all the nightmares of the night,

where I was hold by my heart,

and the poetry that escaped my touch,

I still remember,

I am pieces of me....

my skin is starting to burn,

from all the light you consume,

a spark was all you needed,

for making such a fire,

summer has been a year,

and all i can do is yearn,

for a forever winter,

where you are free,

and no warmth is ever required,

except the one in my heart,

and the one in your touch....

you started to fade away,

like the sun in the horizon waving to the moon goodbye,

except yours isn’t a fair goodbye,

as you’re only reason to leave,

was not for letting me shine,

you eclipsed my everyday,

not leaving me any light for my eyes,

now i’m blind,

not because of all the darkness,

but because of all your light....

it starts with sorry,

the tears hanging from your lips,

the hand trying to reach the skin it hurt,

the words coming out of the mouth that screamed,

my ears are deaf now to hear empty prayers,

the loudness is stuck within them,

that’s all they hear now,

so swallow the noise,

and let the words consume your “sorrys”....

i would fall in love with you everyday of my life,

even if the day i met you was cloudy,

even if my memory was washed away by the clouds,

even if my tears mixed with the rain,

but the day we met you promised me the sun,

never again you will see a drop of rain,

that words came out of your mouth as fast as a lie,

today it rained,

never again i’ll see the sun....

when the world went quiet,

my thoughts went loud,

sleepless nights of nightmares in the silence,

all my walls could hear were echoes of my screams,

at midnight i finally woke to find myself again,

i searched every inch of skin in my body,

trying to find a solution to the loudness,

but you can’t find one if the one creating it,

is you,

and your mouth....

The shore was too near,

you had written our names in the sand,

only for it to disappear in an instant,

like the names of our love,

the heat in your heart got near water,

now there’s only ashes that you blow in my face,

some have entered through my eyes,

and now you and your ashes reside in my blood,

for all eternity to see.

I have come to the beach today,

today i am not afraid of the water,

toda...

the stars were what she liked most about the sky,

then they started to fall,

like leaves in autumn,

and dreams in birthdays,

i am one of them,

one of her stars,

who wanted to shine more than the others,

and now fall harder and faster than any other,

at least i will fall in her eyes,

that is the only thing i ever wanted,

for her to see me....

light is the meaning of good,

but too much light can lead to the darkest states,

for if there is light there will always be shadows,

shadows of people who are neither good or bad,

not like light and darkness,

that is the most dangerous thing,

to be stuck within things,

not knowing who these shadows belong to,

because they are just people,

not light,

neither darkness....

i am grown in these soils i step on everyday,

i have seen my feet stuck in them,

i have seen them run freely,

i have seen them get tired,

i am always looking at my feet,

and the soil behind them,

for it is such an effort,

to look up and face the vast sky,

too many possibilities out there,

knowing my feet are here,

not there,

so i’ll look down,

for all my life,

until the sky disappears....