I don’t why? I know it’s unusual ! But I see a dream after sleep every night. Every morning when I wake up, I wish I could leave my life and back to live in that dream. Because any dream or any any options can be better that world I’m in today. They said be optimistic. I was optimistic. No benefit. I see the reality. I don’t have to lie to myself. Whenever I was finding a happiness. It was tight. It was baggy. It was unfit for me. I understand to stop, to not try very hard, because I know it’s like walking in a circle distance. There is no way to achieve your goals and dreams. So don’t blame me for wishing to back to any dream I have seen.