As the blade hits my skin

My life flashed before my own eyes

A thousand nights in one day

All the nights I’ve sat up and cried

All the nights I drugged myself up

And all of a sudden I faded

I’m gone. ...

Growing strong as a flower that was beginning to bloom. Holding onto hope that I still get back an “I love you.” Your words may weaken me , as your touch strengthens me. Loving you is like a flower entering the black of Fall. My petals start to fall as your love for me starts to turn into lust. I must say goodbye for I am a fool in love with an a thief.

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