“You’ve come back, but I no longer need you.”

That’s what I wanted to say.

In all actuality, I needed you more than ever.

My whole childhood,

It’s all over.

You weren’t there.

My brother.

Gone....

If wishes fell like rain,

then certainly I am a storm.

I wish for summer,

I wish for freedom,

I wish for love,

I wish for you.

Storms bring me peace.

because I know that god cries too.

I know I’m not alone.

I wish for things not capable.

I wish for a new body,

I wish for a lower voice,

I wish for knowledge....

Silence is what I feel when I can’t see you.

when I’m surrounded by so many,

but you are nowhere to be found.

but then, your eyes catch mine and my heart starts to flutter.

it’s silly how fast my mood can change when you disappear.

Silence is what I feel when no one is listening.

I try to talk but when I get the chance my stomach starts to turn and I can’t.

why would I anyway?

why ...