“It’s hard to be inconspicuous when your outside down town “ is something most would say. To me I always blended in the crowd like the one grey hair that you find every six months. You know their in there you just don’t know where untill you find it.
I always admired the people that catch all the eyes of the room, women and men glazing over how gorgeous or stylish an individual can be. It’s take a strong mind to not give one fuck about any other persons opinion in the room. They are happy with what they have seeming so light and free!
Maybe those people are there new reincarnated selves and their souls have been through so much that they really could care less. They make their first minds choice and they go with it. Never missing the chance to state their thoughts. Like grandma when she turned 60 and everything she wanted to say she just says it!
What it take to put on what you want versus looking on instagram trynna fit a mold that your just not cut for. We are all unique individuals and some people are leaders others are followers. Some lead there own trumpet just not as loudly but trust they always stand in business.
Sometimes it’s good being the one that can blend into the crowd. You can sit back study and grow without making choices for others or feeling like you have to agree with others . Being able to hear, see and feel everything without the outside contamination. Pushing you to conform to someone or something that is not you.
Each step forward I feel the weight maybe baggage I’m just too afraid to get rid of Holding me back from the person that I’m supposed to be the vision beauty and so much color Yet the same old black and white stain me at this point the colors have been becoming more bright. The shapes have been becoming more clear I know exactly where I want to be at the end of my years Your eyes so piercing your smile so warm your awkward hugs when I’m anxious And your not quite sure what to do your color my color it always shines through every moment with you you brighten my pages the old me relieves herself that I’ll be OK we’ll be OK the new ME yelling come on And that’s how my colors fade away.
The person you are an emotional situation as the person you are to the core some people make up things to change the perception of someone else. Telling other’s business is showing your intentions .The true reception of one’s self if is who you are when you want to or feel like your right in a situation. You are double dealing and telling people they are not able to trust you.
If you have a friend that you are very close with and both of you have a falling out over even the pettiest of situations. Females can be highly emotional in those situations. That being said you want comfort and most people just want to hear that they are right. Never being accountable is a bad characteristic to have but is correctable.
Accountability shows that you can reflect and see both sides and look at it from a different perspective. When your in your emotions sometimes you are not able to filter your thoughts. You speak out of anger wanting to hurt or prove the other person wrong. Sometimes people don’t realize the things you say can’t be taken back and those thought you have are actually your true thoughts. Your sentiments should always be spoken about in that moment. Not only when you’re in a high emotional situation. Learn to talk your problems out before things get heated. It may be the thing to keeps those moments from happening.
