ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

My full name is 𝙸𝚜𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊. I love to read & write. I play piano and I dance. I am a Christian ✞ a teen and half Brazilian-half American ㋛ “No matter what, do not be afraid of the darkness, for wherever it goes, light will shortly follow.” ~ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

A Golden Afternoon

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

All in a golden afternoon,

Under the skies of cloudless blue.

I stand here not

Really sure what to do

To some I must

Look lost in thought

But my mind feels empty

And my heart is numb

There is a faint

Feeling of sadness

It helps me

Feel alive

I feel the cool heavy

Wind blow my hair everywhere

I watch the

Waves under me

And listen to the

Sound of it hitting the rocks

I never rea...

Poetry

Drama

Not Just Yet

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

I’m not ready

To move on just yet

Let me pretend

Only for a little while

I understand that nothing

Will ever be the same

Yet again

I’m by myself

But I’ll be in my own world

Playing make-believe

Now I’ll never

Have to let go

Or be

All alone

I’ll go back

Not exactly to the start

But to the time when I

Wasn’t sure if I loved you yet

Things seemed to

Much simpler than

If I hadn’t h...

Poetry

Drama

Hiding Place

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

Pass the mountains

And the trees

The rivers

And valleys

The ocean currents

And the raging winds

Away from

Winter’s first snow

And the drizzled

Rain of spring

Far from heatwaves

That welcomed summer

And the leaves waving

Goodbye to autumn

Shielded from the

Chaos of my mind

And the things

That make tears fall

So deep and lost I can’t

Seem to find myself at all

Just another game...

Poetry

Drama

𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕆𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕆𝕨𝕟

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

What’s life without

Some adventure,

They say

What’s life without a

Little trauma, they say

What’s life

Without Jesus,

I say

Life’s difficult when

Trying to live it by yourself

Yet I am

Terrified to be

All alone

I continuously try

To remind myself

That I can’t be alone

When He’s always

By my side

I’d rather have

Him by my side,

Than be barely

Living this life

Without hope

Plus ...

Poetry

Love Against All

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

Love against all odds

What a feeling

To love something,

Someone so strongly

A love so great

You’d do anything

A love so large that

Consequences mean

Nothing in comparison

When the world

Tells you no but you’re

Crazy enough to say yes

You no longer care about

What may come your way

A love against all odds

That’s what we had

Maybe we loved

Each other too fiercely

Maybe we didn’t ...

Poetry

Drama

Tʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

You never asked, But…

Thank you for all you’ve done

You know everything

About me

My sins,

My failures,

My thoughts,

My weaknesses

Yet you never

Gave up on me

Even when I

Complain and cry

You love me, even when

I couldn’t love myself

All you ask is for

Praise and worship

And for us to make

Disciples out of people

And even though, Jesus,

You have never asked,

Thank you for every...

Poetry

If Only

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

If only you

Were with me

If only I could

See you smile

If only I was able

To hear your laugh

If only I could

Feel your touch

If only I could feel your

Body heat once more

If only you

Weren’t gone

If only you were

Still here

If only you were

A call away

If only I could

See your eyes

If only I could spend

My days with you again

If only I have the strength to

Remind myself that yo...

Poetry

Drama

Hope

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

Despair and joy are

Closer than you think

There is one thing that

Bridges them together

It’s that one thing

That people try not to

Have too much of

It can lead you into being

Strong, other times it can

Lead you into being weak

Sometimes when it’s false

It does more help than when

It’s real

Hope is the bridge

Between despair and joy...

Poetry

Bad Hart

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

3 min read

Gabrielle’s (Gabby) P.O.V

I mess with my dress that has little mermaids on it. Mama told me to dress up because she said that a very important guest was coming over.

I sat on the couch watching My Little Pony, while mommy and daddy ran around setting the table and making dinner.

As soon as Mama and Daddy finish there is a knock on the door. They both looked nervous almost scared so I gave the...

Thriller

Drama

Come Back

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

1 min read

I scream and cry

But it only echos all

Around the empty room

I shout out your name

Hoping someone

Was listening

But I was met with

The never ceasing

Silence

I’m on the floor

Beside you, shaking

Your shoulders

My sobs are like a river

Meeting an ocean

Always flowing

I check your pulse

But the only heart that

Is still beating is mine

Don’t let go

Not yet not now

Please

Aren’t you li...

Poetry

Drama