ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

My full name is 𝙸𝚜𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊. I love to read & write. I play piano and I dance. I am a Christian ✞ a teen and half Brazilian-half American ㋛ “No matter what, do not be afraid of the darkness, for wherever it goes, light will shortly follow.” ~ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

Writings

Followers

Following

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

Writings

Followers

Following

𝑀𝑦 𝑃𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝐸𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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An escape

From life

When things get too

Hard and stressful

When I just

Want a break

I sleep

No fears or worries can

Reach me once I close my eyes

My own

Little world

The best

Part of it?

I never remember what

Happens when I wake up

My little world

Could be in ashes

By the time I awake

The memory would be gone

It doesn’t cause pain

To linger for when I awake

It serves as my

Pea...

Poetry

Drama

Look, See, Meet

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I look

He sees

Our eyes meet

Across the room

Full of people that

Never seemed emptier

Standing on opposite sides

Away from the crowd that takes

Most of the space left in the room

For a moment the

Full room doesn’t

Seem so vacant

For a second

I don’t feel

So alone

For a minute

I enjoy being

Lonely together

Even if he’s just a

Random stranger

Who looked

While I saw

As our eyes m...

Poetry

Romance

ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇ

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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Who are we,

When no one’s watching?

When the mask is no more,

What’s left behind it?

Could it be…

A teenager trying to move on from

A life she choose to leave behind

The child we once were who is still

Afraid of what could be lurking in the dark

A foolish girl wishing to meet

Someone and fall in love

A writer whose deepest thoughts and

Feelings are expressed through her writing

An ove...

Poetry

𝚀𝚞𝚒𝚎𝚝 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝙱𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚍

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I was quiet, but

I was not blind

I always knew what

They would say

No matter

How silent

But I stayed

And listened

I never said a word

Bad about y’all

I was always there for

My supposed ‘Best Friends’

Did whatever to make yall

Happy even if it hurt me

It did hurt me mentally in a

Way I never believed it could

Haven’t seen or heard

From yall in over a year

Quite refreshing

I have t...

Poetry

Drama

Beautiful Chaos

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I was alone—calm in the chaos. Anyone else would have been freaking out, running and trying to escape. But to me, this almost felt peaceful.

I could die, the voice in my head reminds me, but even so, I’m too mesmerized to move away. If anything, I want, no need, to get closer.

It was beautiful. The lights that moved from the sky to the ground, rushing the darkness away. I felt like a moth drawn ...

Mystery

Horror

A Golden Afternoon

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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All in a golden afternoon,

Under the skies of cloudless blue.

I stand here not

Really sure what to do

To some I must

Look lost in thought

But my mind feels empty

And my heart is numb

There is a faint

Feeling of sadness

It helps me

Feel alive

I feel the cool heavy

Wind blow my hair everywhere

I watch the

Waves under me

And listen to the

Sound of it hitting the rocks

I never rea...

Poetry

Drama

Not Just Yet

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I’m not ready

To move on just yet

Let me pretend

Only for a little while

I understand that nothing

Will ever be the same

Yet again

I’m by myself

But I’ll be in my own world

Playing make-believe

Now I’ll never

Have to let go

Or be

All alone

I’ll go back

Not exactly to the start

But to the time when I

Wasn’t sure if I loved you yet

Things seemed so

Much simpler than

If I hadn’t h...

Poetry

Drama

Hiding Place

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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Pass the mountains

And the trees

The rivers

And valleys

The ocean currents

And the raging winds

Away from

Winter’s first snow

And the drizzled

Rain of spring

Far from heatwaves

That welcomed summer

And the leaves waving

Goodbye to autumn

Shielded from the

Chaos of my mind

And the things

That make tears fall

So deep and lost I can’t

Seem to find myself at all

Just another game...

Poetry

Drama

𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕆𝕟 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕆𝕨𝕟

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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What’s life without

Some adventure,

They say

What’s life without a

Little trauma, they say

What’s life

Without Jesus,

I say

Life’s difficult when

Trying to live it by yourself

Yet I am

Terrified to be

All alone

I continuously try

To remind myself

That I can’t be alone

When He’s always

By my side

I’d rather have

Him by my side,

Than be barely

Living this life

Without hope

Plus ...

Poetry

Love Against All

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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Love against all odds

What a feeling

To love something,

Someone so strongly

A love so great

You’d do anything

A love so large that

Consequences mean

Nothing in comparison

When the world

Tells you no but you’re

Crazy enough to say yes

You no longer care about

What may come your way

A love against all odds

That’s what we had

Maybe we loved

Each other too fiercely

Maybe we didn’t ...

Poetry

Drama