Is death the answer

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_ my heart shouts to my brain repeatedly with no response _

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_ As my eyes begin to close the battle rages within _

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_I am no foreign prisoner stuck in a distant land _

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but a prisoner created by the only one who carry’s the keys to the prison door

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_For we all are our own captors and chastisers Awaiting judgment _

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_So bar after bar I bang my tin cup _

_singing a different melody everyday _

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to the same song no one knows

but is distantly familiar

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_ for we all have hidden scars _

some hidden behind smiles or long sleeves

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_is it acceptance,connection,love maybe admiration or some other minuscule obsession we seek _

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_so ask the question _

how does one know what was hidden

_ has been found _

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