Feeling of emptiness with loss of desire to live.

Who would pave the ways to my childish heart

Which didn’t learn to walk alone but holding your hands….

You taught me how to draw hopes , to cross the obstacles , to face the fear , to have the audacity of running in darkness and raise a sword to fight a bear !!! Could you imagine all that disappeared !!

I lost my faith in tomorrow’s dreams, I won’t persuade….

I’m bleeding silently, I’m screaming while no one heard..

Hold your gun and shoot , end this endless sorrow, let this bullet reach to the deepest vein ..

Tell me I’m dead and all this torture’s longing to to you will be paid ..

Tell me God I’m begging you ,, there will be a gathering at the afterlife , is that true? !

Is there a heaven for Rendezvous with the beloved? Or even in hell but with them utterly colder so I need to be answered..

Death is a punishment or a fate ?

Guide me please I lost my ways , I’m stuck in bed … my arms are tied , my tears are dried…

The night is dim , the stars are left , the moonlight fade …

If this last forever without you then I prefer to be dead……..