Autumn’s celebration festival

Crowds of vivid souls and cozy battered scents

I see your eyes, glistening like the past

My heart stops in it’s tracks

You come to say “hi” carrying a hand

3 years apart and you moved on

I’m stuck where we left off

I’m stuck on the same song

You introduce me as a old friend

Is that true to you?

Friends don’t let lips greet each other

Friends don’t make my heart overencumbered

Does he know?

We once traded names

The same week, soft pillows and clouds we laid

Wearing sweat like jewlery from our charade

Does he know?

My soul trying to leave my flesh

Just to feel what was left

In your heart

Does he know?

The thoughts of you never slowed

Memories so warm yet haunt my bones

My blood doesn’t know where to go

He doesn’t know…

Cover us up like the face you wear

Hide our past like it changes it

I can’t hide a mountain that I bear

Distracted by my mind

You start to leave

My heart falls to its knees

Another hole, put in me

I want to say I love you still

My heart is screaming, but my mouth won’t move

I see your smile, that was mine to lose

But for him, its his world

I know you’re in good hands

Mine still shake from wanting to hold yours

Its okay to see your heart is whole

While mine is torn

Once last look as you leave my sight

My eyes flooded by what I miss

But if you’re happy, I’m happy

But, I missed my star to wish that it was different