“I don’t want to stick out like a weed in a field of wildflowers”

Like a hole in the glass

I feel like I’m a burden to you all

Like a broken column

I’m the one who made you fall

I don’t want to be a weight

You have enough on their shoulders

I don’t deserve your faith

Because I know I’m too far over

I’m nothing but shards and pieces

I don’t want to tear through your skin

You’re like a sculpture ...

Yes, _I am fine_.

Why do you ask?

No I don’t have this.

No I don’t need that.

No, _I don’t need anyone else_.

I’m just fine walking in the snow alone.

Under a grey blanketed sky that keeps me cold.

Who doesn’t love the winter without their coat?

_I don’t need my will to go on_.

Who needs a purpose when I lack hope?

I really don’t need a love, a place, or a song.

Who can hear my voice wi...

My Grandma always told me…

Don’t fall in line with everyone else

They wear a blindfold woven by seven

Their feet on another, but they feed themselves

Don’t lose grip of your golden heart

As you grow the world steals that gift

Adults are made of a fool’s dream

Place yourself where you alone may shift

Find a love with your perspective

Find a hand that calls to yours

And never leaves you to yoursel...

Actions produced by my heart of stone

Cutting the thread of my salvation

Golden light in the sky my shadow lingers

Fall to my bruised knees at your holy throne

Blood caked on the ground of my skin

A blood that isn’t mine to pay for my sins

The spear once in you, pierces my demons,

but why do I keep letting more in?

I claim a title that many others claim

Changed my course to pursue your golden n...

Your vans carry more miles than most

Rocky paths didn’t hinder your walk

A message behind each lace you tied

A story so clear theres no need to talk

Joy filled days in perfectly set sun rays

Are a given due to the creases and damage

The hue of a muddy field settled on your wear

On what was once a fresh and clear canvas

I can tell you are one of the runners

A jaw left open, closed by a grey stick...

If silence had a scent

It would smell like the air after it rains

Hidden from the mess of that time

Weightless and so divine

If silence had a scent

It would smell like embers poisoned by decay

The smoke lets you know its goodbye

Then travels home in the sky

If silence had a scent

It would smell like a flower revealing its beauty

A sensation that sets the course of your heart

Widen iris from the ...

When I died, my shadow decided they would take over

Forgiveness fled the scene, Love left the room

Warm coated memories sink beneath the flood

River lost the rapids and turned to blood

A door mat, a place to plant your boot

I’m not on that floor anymore

Show my teeth without a smile

Claw my way out of your filthy pile

You can’t use me like you did

Dusk lit by flames in my soul

Freeze my woe, a h...

Can you hear me father?

I call out your name to the sky

My heart yearns for your grace

My skin is sinned laced

Can you hear me father?

Soul hidden beneath the crimson shell

My passport has been filled by my actions

Love filled blood paid my pass from hell

Can you hear me father?

I don’t own the wheel to my own suit

Walls tumble from decietful eyes

Lose my throne from whispered lies

Can you hear...

Hope is a bridge between despair and joy

Without one, the bridge wouldn’t exist

Its a bendy path, covered by mist

Hope is a lantern, hold it high

Light wouldn’t exist without the dark

And life wouldn’t been seen without light

Rainy days reminds us not to take things for granted

No umbrella can save you

Some flowers don’t wait to bloom

Their colors show at all times

But, they never take for gran...

Autumn’s celebration festival

Crowds of vivid souls and cozy battered scents

I see your eyes, glistening like the past

My heart stops in it’s tracks

You come to say “hi” carrying a hand

3 years apart and you moved on

I’m stuck where we left off

I’m stuck on the same song

You introduce me as a old friend

Is that true to you?

Friends don’t let lips greet each other

Friends don’t make my heart over...