sometimes we fall in love with ideas,

not people.

maybe that’s why I fell for you.

I thought there could be something between us,

I thought you might feel something, I don’t know.

but what if that’s the only reason?

what if none of what I feel is really real?

what if this will only end up with me gettng hurt, or worse, taking you down with me.

I can’t risk it, can I?

is the only reason I feel this way because you looked my way once or twice?

that can’t end up good.

but who cares?