Hey random thoughts I’m asking you to leave my messy mind… It’s been a while for seeing the peace .. Keep going , oh no Quit , it’s alright to fail , oh no work hard … Now I’m quite dazed and confused…. Did you mind if we have a deal?, you help me settle then choose a direction while I’ll set you free escaping the crowd…. Hey messy mind , didn’t mean to be objector but leaving you is something sad….. We’re not the victims in this chaos , please look deep inside you then look around…. Someone you lost , unreachable dreams , your ups and downs , untold emotions , all these accused you should condemn… Perhaps you’re right it’s not your fault neither mine…. I’m now in the middle of massive war .. Which side should I stand ? My Tenuous heart or prudent mind… What is worse than this chaos ? Is it curse or blessing to be alive among merely existing world ? That’s frustrating feeling of being ordinary , devoid of passion , unicolour face , stuttering words… We both certain that if there is no pain no gain so as this agony inside the dying head … Dear chaotic mind .. Once you’d been chosen between them you ought to know it’s a losing battle you’re running behind..