Hey random thoughts I’m asking you to leave my messy mind…

It’s been a while for seeing the peace ..

Keep going , oh no Quit , it’s alright to fail , oh no work hard …

Now I’m quite dazed and confused….

Did you mind if we have a deal?, you help me settle then choose a direction while I’ll set you free escaping the crowd….

Hey messy mind , didn’t mean to be objector but leaving you is something sad…..

We’re not the victims in this chaos , please look deep inside you then look around….

Someone you lost , unreachable dreams , your ups and downs , untold emotions , all these accused you should condemn…

Perhaps you’re right it’s not your fault neither mine….

I’m now in the middle of massive war ..

Which side should I stand ? My Tenuous heart or prudent mind…

What is worse than this chaos ? Is it curse or blessing to be alive among merely existing world ?

That’s frustrating feeling of being ordinary , devoid of passion , unicolour face , stuttering words…

We both certain that if there is no pain no gain so as this agony inside the dying head …

Dear chaotic mind ..

Once you’d been chosen between them you ought to know it’s a losing battle you’re running behind..