Telling me to survive

Yelling at me to survive.

Who are you to tell me this

Making me cut my wrists

Yet complaining,

Still whining.

Why I’m not normal,

Full of burn marks.

Yet spitting in my face

Making my heart race.

Leaving me in believe,

Making me think of releave.

Yet nothing is there to safe,

It’s like a fucking rave.

Never ending,

Too much time spending.

So loud of a sound

Falling through the ground.

Oh this sweet lie

Yet I try to survive.

Why am I trying,

I just want you to be lying.

Lie in my face like it’s nothing

Like I’m the one shoving.

I try to end it,

You’ve brought this on it.

Then you blame me,

Telling me I’m not suprised to.

Oh what the fuck,

I just want to puke.

Making me life inside this fucking loop.