I don’t remember my life before you

that free feeling that I was use to

I don’t remember who I was

or what my mind does

I remember the first time I met you

you said your friends were very few

not thinking there was a before you

and an after view

I thought the sun will stay out forever

thinking I won the treasure

I didn’t know when it hit night

but all the sudden you held the knife

you didn’t have any last words

you didn’t say goodbye

without you saying why

it was so sudden

I didn’t know how to function

it was over

my thoughts became lower

i might just give up

for you will never fill my cup