I am the backup friend the one they think of at the end the one friend whose always there the one that really truly cares only here to comfort my friends when they are at their loose ends but that’s all i can do without me they would be like “who are you?” if I don’t text back my existence will lack I am the back up friend without me they don’t know where I went

you said our love lived in every lifetime like i am your lifeline our love was rushed into our veins our bloodstream is together like chains you say we are like shakespeare and anne hathaway saying that type of love will be ours one day I can’t get you off my mind
Like our thoughts are combined when im not with you my sad songs are on queue I want you here and I know that very clear our love is elemental how it’s so sentimental you are my lifetime you are my lifeline our love will last generation to generation and all it started off with one conversation

i want that free feeling like how the trees are breathing the leaves moving left and right how the leaves change in every color so bright red, orange, yellow, green this is what i mean every season they are uniquely different isn’t that so brilliant they can change on what they wanna be and not be judged on how unique they are seen no matter what tree or leaf it is so brief so admire where you are at stay where you are sat for your colors with shine through just be you

i don’t know what to do i wish i knew what used to bring me so much joy became building blocks for you to destroy i put myself on a silver platter all for you to push me down after i need a new sight to show me how to fight this fight im done with these expectations like i am one of your presentations i don’t want to be shoved in this mold but one mistake turned into a scold i met the smoke before i saw the fire the flames became higher and higher i need this to end but where do i even begin?

we were taught to not use our voice like we didn’t have a choice we were taught we are too distracting for all we are doing is standing we were taught to be in the kitchen and don’t forget to raise the children we were told we are less than man that we wish we can do the things men can we were taught we are nothing but we deserve to be something we deserve to live our lives the way we want not the life we were taught we need to take our voice back our life back on track we are worth more than they think I will show them who is the weakest link I am a women and that doesn’t make me a villain

when your body touched mine it’s like the romantic stories back in time like the story of Romeo and Juliet the love they felt wasn’t pretend when it hit dawn i didn’t know from my rights to wrongs what felt like minutes turned into hours my thoughts became louder and louder is this real am I playing in a deal would I be able to play the hearts or does the joker want to play with darts will he take the dagger for me or is this love that shall never be It felt too good to be true I was playing taboo and when I last saw you I would’ve never knew if our love was true because when I opened my eyes I was paralyzed thinking I won the prize But you were never mine I realized you were never real that joker played his deal the stories shall stay in the past for that love they shared didn’t last

I don’t remember my life before you that free feeling that I was use to I don’t remember who I was or what my mind does I remember the first time I met you you said your friends were very few not thinking there was a before you and an after view I thought the sun will stay out forever thinking I won the treasure I didn’t know when it hit night but all the sudden you held the knife you didn’t have any last words you didn’t say goodbye without you saying why it was so sudden I didn’t know how to function it was over my thoughts became lower i might just give up for you will never fill my cup