I am the backup friend

the one they think of at the end

the one friend whose always there

the one that really truly cares

only here to comfort my friends

when they are at their loose ends

but that’s all i can do

without me they would be like “who are you?”

if I don’t text back

my existence will lack

I am the back up friend

without me they don’t know where I went...

you said our love lived in every lifetime

like i am your lifeline

our love was rushed into our veins

our bloodstream is together like chains

you say we are like shakespeare and anne hathaway

saying that type of love will be ours one day

I can’t get you off my mind

Like our thoughts are combined

when im not with you

my sad songs are on queue

I want you here

and I know that very clear

ou...

i want that free feeling

like how the trees are breathing

the leaves moving left and right

how the leaves change in every color so bright

red, orange, yellow, green

this is what i mean

every season they are uniquely different

isn’t that so brilliant

they can change on what they wanna be

and not be judged on how unique they are seen

no matter what tree or leaf

it is so brief

so admire wh...

i don’t know what to do

i wish i knew

what used to bring me so much joy

became building blocks for you to destroy

i put myself on a silver platter

all for you to push me down after

i need a new sight

to show me how to fight this fight

im done with these expectations

like i am one of your presentations

i don’t want to be shoved in this mold

but one mistake turned into a scold

i met the s...

we were taught to not use our voice

like we didn’t have a choice

we were taught we are too distracting

for all we are doing is standing

we were taught to be in the kitchen

and don’t forget to raise the children

we were told we are less than man

that we wish we can do the things men can

we were taught we are nothing

but we deserve to be something

we deserve to live our lives the way we wa...

when your body touched mine

it’s like the romantic stories back in time

like the story of Romeo and Juliet

the love they felt wasn’t pretend

when it hit dawn

i didn’t know from my rights to wrongs

what felt like minutes turned into hours

my thoughts became louder and louder

is this real

am I playing in a deal

would I be able to play the hearts

or does the joker want to play with darts

w...

I don’t remember my life before you

that free feeling that I was use to

I don’t remember who I was

or what my mind does

I remember the first time I met you

you said your friends were very few

not thinking there was a before you

and an after view

I thought the sun will stay out forever

thinking I won the treasure

I didn’t know when it hit night

but all the sudden you held the knife

you di...