POEM STARTER
Submitted by L. R. Haven
The Scars on Our Hearts
Write a poem which could have this as the title.
overthinking in the shower
the love of my life just called me his
and i’m conditioning my hair
i didn’t think i believed in this stuff
i think as i brush
the strands falling with the water
down the drain i watch them
and hope everything will be okay
i’m inviting my friends to my birthday party
the first in eight years
my boyfriend is coming over for dinner
my heart holds something aside from dread
i think i’m keen for this future
but what about when it’s all over?
i watched a movie
about an old man learning life after love
holding my heart i realise
one way or another my love will die
we’ll change our minds
or he will die, or i will
my heart definitely will
i don’t know if ill be okay
so i push down the feelings
pause on the present
in these confusing feelings
but in this present i’m still in the shower
waiting for the water to get warm
but it’s still cold and i’m alone
watching my conditioned hair fall down the drain
alongside my broken glistening tears
i’m the happiest i’ve been in my whole miserable life
yet i can’t stop these tears from streaming down my face
in the mirror i look into my lifeless eyes, blurry and glistening
and through the haze
i know somehow despite all hope
everything will be okay