Lying beside him in an empty bed Lying beside him,halfway dead Sorta wishing he’d leave Sorta wishing he’d stay Mostly wishing he’d go away He has helped make me who I am today A drunk dumb girl who wants to stray Distraught and disgusted by the game we play I wish I wish he’d go away I hate him I hate him tomorrow today The emptiness as I’m turning grey He wants a version of me that is dead and gone Young and dumb blank and blonde