Lying beside him in an empty bed

Lying beside him,halfway dead

Sorta wishing he’d leave

Sorta wishing he’d stay

Mostly wishing he’d go away

He has helped make me who I am today

A drunk dumb girl who wants to stray

Distraught and disgusted by the game we play

I wish I wish he’d go away

I hate him I hate him tomorrow today

The emptiness as I’m turning grey

He wants a version of me that is dead and gone

Young and dumb blank and blonde