Lying beside him in an empty bed
Lying beside him,halfway dead
Sorta wishing he’d leave
Sorta wishing he’d stay
Mostly wishing he’d go away
He has helped make me who I am today
A drunk dumb girl who wants to stray
Distraught and disgusted by the game we play
I wish I wish he’d go away
I hate him I hate him tomorrow today
The emptiness as I’m turning grey
He wants a version of me that is dead...
The hole inside me
Sucks me under
Pulls me in
I’m screaming loudly
But no-one hears me
They just ignore
I have no voice
But here I am crying
It’s not my choice,why am I trying
I feel my soul is slowly dying
Waiting for something
Waiting for nothing
And nothing will come
Alone:Shaken:Bored: Faking
Tears fallen
Same old shit
Hoping for rain
Drown my sorrows
Burn them dead until tomorro...
