Lying beside him in an empty bed Lying beside him,halfway dead
Sorta wishing he’d leave Sorta wishing he’d stay Mostly wishing he’d go away He has helped make me who I am today A drunk dumb girl who wants to stray
Distraught and disgusted by the game we play I wish I wish he’d go away I hate him I hate him tomorrow today The emptiness as I’m turning grey
He wants a version of me that is dead and gone Young and dumb blank and blonde
The hole inside me Sucks me under Pulls me in I’m screaming loudly But no-one hears me They just ignore
I have no voice But here I am crying It’s not my choice,why am I trying I feel my soul is slowly dying Waiting for something Waiting for nothing And nothing will come
Alone:Shaken:Bored: Faking Tears fallen Same old shit
Hoping for rain Drown my sorrows Burn them dead until tomorrow
Then they come back They can’t be buried Only hidden Burden’s carried
Dreams are gone Hope is lost Left back Left behind Hurtful words that numb my mind
Thinking of the past Remembering Forgetting Longing Regretting So different,So the same,So lost in this game So mad So ashamed So afraid Broken
Time means nothing Life means nothing I’m in a world filled with too much nothing
Complain,Refrain,Take blame,Take pain Bleeding 4 Life Bleeding to Death Feeling every ounce of hurt Coping Hoping Still Waiting Still Nothing Still Crying Still Dying Too Tired to sleep Too angry to weep Alone Alone Alone forever Carry On,Know it’s wrong Drown,Bleed,Dirty Seed Breaking me,Shattering On the floor crying Cutting myself up in pieces For peace For relief No belief Lost Small,Withering,Wilting Trying to Be pretty for the world For Acceptance Why? It doesn’t matter,Nothing does
What do I leave behind? Who cares? It will just be forgotten Pushed aside
I’ll never forget I’ll keep it inside Bottled up Don’t erupt Don’t give up Just wait It will come It might I’ll wait and wait Pour love Spill hate
Ill sit alone and wait and wait
Waiting Waiting Waiting…
