Lying beside him in an empty bed

Lying beside him,halfway dead

Sorta wishing he’d leave

Sorta wishing he’d stay

Mostly wishing he’d go away

He has helped make me who I am today

A drunk dumb girl who wants to stray

Distraught and disgusted by the game we play

I wish I wish he’d go away

I hate him I hate him tomorrow today

The emptiness as I’m turning grey

He wants a version of me that is dead...

I can’t see you

I can’t hear you

I cant feel you

So I fear you...

The hole inside me

Sucks me under

Pulls me in

I’m screaming loudly

But no-one hears me

They just ignore

I have no voice

But here I am crying

It’s not my choice,why am I trying

I feel my soul is slowly dying

Waiting for something

Waiting for nothing

And nothing will come

Alone:Shaken:Bored: Faking

Tears fallen

Same old shit

Hoping for rain

Drown my sorrows

Burn them dead until tomorro...