If Only; Maybe
If only I were thinner.
Maybe i'd be able to step on a scale without the numbers making me nauseous.
If only I could fall in love.
Maybe I'd be able to find someone who will hold me the way I desperately need.
If only I wrote happy poetry.
Maybe people would like my writing more if it wasn't so depressing and deprecating.
If only I knew who I was.
Maybe I wouldn't be a chameleon changing to fit my surroundings until I'm a horrid mix of everything.
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