if only crying was a sanity

if only crying wasn’t considered weak to some

if only arms weren’t important to be held in

if only you knew how much you mean to this world

if only

if only

if only you were seen from your lovers

if only you saw yourself through colored eyes that hide beneath painted irises

if only you had one chance to catch that person

your person

if only your heart was captured by the...

If only

I was better

I could focus

I could breathe

I was normal

I wasn’t so close to failing

I could understand

I had more

I could be more

I could sleep

I could do more

I had motivation

I was more

I knew more

If only...

if only you woke up when i kissed your hand one last time, just like the fairytale movies.

you didn’t.

Tears pour down my face,

your not here anymore to wipe my sadness away.

i begged the sky to trade your place,

it seems the wind always carries my voice away.

one day someone will kiss my hand and ill be out of this place.

ill be at heavens gate

ill be patient

oneday again, you will wipe my te...

I’m with my girlfriend.

Let’s look forward to the release of the new album together, my God🤦🏾. I don’t think you are there? Yes

If only...

If only life had been fair and kind

If only no one got left behind

If only everything had tasted sweet

If only potholes didn't exist in the street

If only people said things that they meant

If only crime rates dropped 100 percent

If only the worst part of a bad day was rain

If only health and happiness wasn't so hard to maintain

If only the best things in life were free

If only I was enough ...

My days are almost endless… as if they have blended into one excrutiatingly long minute.

I have patiently awaited the flashing moment, where I can see a sliver of change.

Living with the hope of catching my way out.

If only…

If only I had the tools.

If only I had the strength.

If only…

My journey has been everything but easy… as if the great divine has purposefuly made it impossible.

Haven’t I p...

If only

I had tried harder

To hold on.

If only

I still had you by

My side.

I let go

Because I wasn’t willing

To put in the

Work,

To give it

My all.

I realize now

That you were worth it,

Worth all the hardship,

The pain,

The strife,

But now it’s too late,

You’re no longer in my life.

Now that I have had

Time to think hard

About all that I’ve done,

I realize that I

Have not won…

Rather,

I’ve...

If only,

This was the room we shared,

The place we dared.

If only.

If only,

This is the sky we looked upon,

Your eyes I gazed upon.

If only.

If only,

I could feel the truth in your skin,

Because this life can be so thin.

If only.

This only,

Is our sunset to see,

So we can be.

This only.

…

I love you Baby 🖤...

If only there was a way to travel back in time

If only there was a way to make you forever mine

If only there was a word that says I love you more

If only there was not a time when you walked out the door

But a life full of regrets is a life lived looking back

A life full of regrets is a life lived out of whack

A life full of regrets is a life without much meaning

A life full of regrets is a life...

If only…

I had a wish

I had what I want

We could end our suffering

We were all kind to each other

I had friends

I didn’t feel so alone

I felt like I belong

I didn’t get bullied

I didn’t feel imperfect

I had a wish

To know what I want to be

I could draw

I get better at anything

I don’t feel so sad

I don’t pretend anymore

I don’t cry to sleep

I could wear my hair down

I could be who I...