This doesn’t feel right

You aren’t the same

You not the girl I talked to last night

What could have changed

I can hear your intentions

They aren’t what you told me

You want to use me for my body

You want to use me to be seen

You don’t care about only my attention

Even though you sold me that idea

I can hear it now, all of it

You deceived me Sophia

You sold me on dream of love

But you put a mask over lust

Knocked in my door with blessed greetings

You manipulated my trust

You know of my past

The people that brought me pain

My trauma hold more than you think

Its more than just a stain

I’m in a pit the devil pushed me into

Only God save me from this blue

I thought the devil would leave me alone

But he came back in the form of you

I should have seen the mask on your face

Considering I wear one myself

I hold a smile while I’m down

Even while I’m dealing with hell

You’re not the same girl I met last week

She wouldn’t want to take advantage of me

I’ll thank God for showing me the signs

It hurts, but I’ll continue on my search for peace… alone