Trigger Warning- suicide

I need to love myself?

Id rather love you

Running through parking lots

Drive throughs

Why did you leave me?

At my darkest time?

You say I can’t love you

If i dont love myself

But babe, why does it hurt so much?

I watch the days pass by on paper,

The weeks seem faster then the days

And who is she?

If Im so special if im so special why am I so easily replaced?

The world is spinning around me

Theres blood on the carpet

Theres no fixing whats already broken

I think its time to leave the world behind