September 16th, 2023 - bodycount: 1

Dear diary, today was boring. I was sick. God, I hate being sick. I‘m so tired and my throat hurts. Just hope tomorrow will be better.

October 7th, 2023 - bodycount: 2

Dear diary, I got a boyfriend! Yay! His name’s James. He‘s handsome, tall AND jacked. A total 10/10. He‘s gonna do good later.

October 21st, 2023 - bodycount: 4

Dear diary, my boyfriend still didn’t have time to go to my house. I took a guy I met in a bar instead. Not as satisfying, but still.

November 15th, 2023 - bodycount: 15

Dear diary, I know I didn‘t write too much the last weeks but I was too occupied spending my time with some handsome boys.

Truly successful weeks.

December 1st, 2023 - bodycount: 29

Dear diary, despite the uneasy feeling at my first time, I think I‘m getting more and more comfortable. I think James‘s suspecting something, though.

December 4th, 2023 - bodycount: 31

Dear diary, I was right. He does suspect something. He argued with me and said I was crazy. Pff. What does he know? He broke up with me. Shall he. There are enough men in the world.

December 20th, 2023 - bodycount: 43

Dear diary, James crawled back and apologized. His luck I still think he fits. We‘re meeting up on Sylvester.

January 1st, 2024 - bodycount: 44

Dear diary, I made it. I finally took James, just about half an hour ago. Good that we‘re alone at home. My parents are arriving in an hour. Until then, I have to clean the couch. And get the blood off my hands.