this is not just another walk in the park.

I’m not coming back.

I cleaned my room,

I laid out my letters

“I’m sorry, I cannot do this anymore,

I’ve gone for a walk,

Don’t look for me,please

Let me go now,

I tried my best,

Let me walk away,

Leave me to go forever,

Goodbye,

I love you forever, Alice.”

I signed them all “I love you forever” and I know that’s true,

My forever has run out,

I’m not coming back,

I’m going to do it,

Don’t look for me,

You will not find me,

If you can do one thing for me,

Tell her I love her and I’ll miss her

Tell her to be brave and not to miss me

Tell her to forget me

My best friend,

I need her to forget me

Not to forgive me, please never forgive me,

But forget me,

It will be better for us both,

I’ll miss you all,

I’m not sorry,

This is the only way

I’m going on a walk,

I’m not coming home.