The Great Disappearing Me
The park is getting dark
And the dusk is rather cold
A fog is creeping in
And the shadows become bold
The giggle of a hiding child
The growl of a stalking beast
A snap and rustle in woods nearby
— will I be its feast?
I think back to the early morn,
When I took this shady dare
To chase the ghost in Holy Park
with her mane of fiery hair
A flash between the trees,
The tail of a flowing flame
My mind and knees go weak
When I remember why I came
And so against all sense and reason
I chase her through the night
And she of blue soul and gold fire
Shimmers brilliant in the flight
We reach the end of the wooded park
Sometime near the rise of dawn
Exhausted, I stop, then watch in shock
As she changes to a grazing fawn
It looks up at me, uncomprehending
Eyes flat and disengaged
Was this all? I wonder, unimpressed
Then my soul ignites, engraged
No — that’s not my soul burning hot
That’s not an emotion, but real flame
And all at once I realize
The ghost got me at her game
Where once my solid legs stood firm
There is now a wispy, ghostly hue
Where once my hair hung dark and straight
Strands of burning gold lick against the blue
I am no more…
Except for one goal…
To roam Holy park….
and a beseech soul.