It’s seething,

Steam pouring out of me.

A flame goes out with every cycle of breathing.

I wanna break things.

I find ways to hate things.

I am so angry at being alive.

The world is aggrivating.

I enjoy very few things,

And I’m sick of being poked and prodded at.

I’m going to bed angry.

And I don’t want to go to school tomorrow,

I don’t want to go to program,

I’ve done all this shit before.

Felt all this shit before.

They say it gets better

And then I feel better and believe it

And then I wake up and remember it’s a big fucking lie.

Leave me alone.

People never did anything for me,

They can’t certainly do anything for me now.

I’m better off by myself.

Confined to my room,

Slowly destroying everything inside it,

Until I destroy myself.