The day after was the worst,

As usual the atmosphere was flat

As we all, exhausted simply sat

As the merry spirit of the season reversed

But this year something else

Crowded into my head

A heaviness, my brain felt like lead

As I was left with myself

There was an emptiness too,

A weighty nothingness

That spread through my bones

That coloured my mind a shade of blue,

Making me do and feel less and less,

And left me all alone