_I quit my job. I wonder if you’d ever go there and look for me when you enter. I doubt you’d even remember right? It’s not worth working there anymore. I wish I could see you everyday. I wish that at least once I could see the longing for me on your face and in your lonely eyes. Do you long for me? I long for you. Everyday. Every second. Every time I think about it all it shatters my heartstrings all over again. I wonder if this will be the cause of my death. Would you cry? Would you cry for me? Would you Shed even one lonely tear? I wonder if you’d say anything. I wonder what you’d do. Would you replay the memories of me in your mind? Would you miss me? Even for a second? Miss me. Please miss me. I want you to long for me. Long for my touch. My breath. My words. My eyes. My everything. I want you to long for me like how I long for you. Everyday I long for your eyes to stare at me how they once did before. _